The tablet screen glows with an image that feels like a knife twisting in my gut. There they are, wrapped in each other’s arms, her face half-hidden by her hair. I can almost hear her soft moans, the ones she reserves for him. The bull. The man with the bigger cock, the one who can satisfy her in ways I never could.
The Pain of Watching
I’m holding the tablet, my hand trembling slightly. The room is quiet, except for the distant hum of the refrigerator. The water bottle on the table is untouched, forgotten in the intensity of the moment. Her jacket lies crumpled on the chair, a silent witness to her hasty departure. I can’t help but wonder if she even thought about me before she left, before she went to him. The smartphone on the table is a mocking reminder of the messages I’ve been ignoring, the ones that would only confirm what I already know.The image on the tablet is a snapshot of a moment I can’t unsee. Her body language speaks volumes, the way she leans into him, the way her hand rests on his chest. It’s a language I understand all too well, one that tells me she’s already lost in the pleasure he provides. I’m the cuckold, the one left behind, the one who has to watch as she finds her fulfillment elsewhere. The humiliation is a bitter pill, but I swallow it, because this is the life I’ve chosen, the life she’s chosen for me.
The Reality of Our Arrangement
As I stare at the image, I can’t help but think about the dynamics of our relationship. The bull is a necessary part of our equation, a tool for her satisfaction and my humiliation. It’s a strange balance, one that keeps us both on edge. I’m the one who has to bear the weight of her desires, the one who has to watch as she finds her pleasure in another man’s arms. It’s a role I’ve accepted, but that doesn’t make it any easier to bear. The jacket on the chair, the untouched water bottle, the silent smartphoneβthey’re all reminders of the reality of our arrangement, a reality that I can’t escape. I take a deep breath, trying to steady myself. The night is still young, and I know there’s more to come. More images, more messages, more humiliation. But I’ll endure it, because that’s what she wants, and that’s what I’ve agreed to. The tablet screen fades to black, but the image is seared into my mind, a constant reminder of the cuckold’s nightmare I live in.





